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December 9th, 2004
03:46 am

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wow!
um ok......a lot has happened today....i mean a lot...its weird....i dont feel good about myself.....ive had this thing since ninth grade were i said that i wouldnt kiss a boy unless i really really liked him and i was going out with him....and ive broken that a couple of times in 10th grd but i promised myself that i wouldnt ...but i did keep on hooking up...its not like i hook up every weekend and its not like i just hook up with anyone but god whats wrong with me cant i just push them away or something.....but when the moods right and everything is ok and ive had some alcohol in my system i dont know its weird...well w/e i hooked up today for the third time here in donkey city....LAS CRUCES.....and what the hell!!! i hooked up with the same boy as i did the last time and i dont even like him!!!.....it was soooo intense this time too..... and by intense i mean WOW...it got heated up fast....it was funny to...it was kinda a quick make out session cause he got a lil wet a lil fast and he got all embarassed OMG! it was so cute how he got all embarassed...but fuck it was fucking FUNNY!!!! i was cracking up so bad....he got a lil too excited..lol....and i didnt even do much....all we did is kiss and i guess alil fourplay on his part....lol...poor kid....having the big mouth that i do..i told annie and she felt bad for him cause they're related but that didnt stop her from telling her friend chris and then he told jessie...and the word spread quickly.....LOL>>>LOL>>>LOL>>>LOL>>LOL>> ....ok but i do regret making out with him REALLY....i wish it was someone else....i feel so bad when i makeout with someone when i like someone else..... :(.....

Current Mood: drunktipsy
Current Music: some emo!!....im srry cindy...lol....

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December 8th, 2004
08:39 am

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im bored as a mofo!!!!
all i want to do is makeout in the rain....get all soaked have him run his fingers through my wet tangled hair all the way down to wherever he wants to stop....thats all i want!....im not horny or anything..ive just never kissed in the rain and it seems like fun.....lol.....im soo bored!!....i better go find something productive to do....

Current Mood: boredbored
Current Music: slip n slide thang

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December 6th, 2004
09:05 am

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im soooooooooooo bummed
i dont feel like writing......i just got some great news..(im being sarcastic).the guy i really like DOESNT like me anymore or likes me less....w/e!!!...im so bummed!!!!! ....im gonna go binge on candy now...haha...

Current Mood: crushedcrushed

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October 31st, 2004
04:00 pm

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its sucks....
i really want someone right now..with me..by my side..someone who makes me smile and that makes me feel good and that is really cool... i did find someone but the problem is that he's like 500 miles away from me..when im alone at home like right now all i do is think about him..hes a really cool guy...i miss him..but how can i miss something or someone i've never had.. its crazy i tell you..but theres just something about him... i wish ive never met him..not cause hes not great but because of the simple fact that he is very great..i wish i could have met him under better circumstances..but thats how life rolled the dice..well im just all "emo" (as it is referred to these days
when ur all emotional) w/e...im just plain SAD right now..i hate being it too... i should just go out and have fun..forget about it...well we'll see what happens...

Current Mood: sadSAD!
Current Music: dc- bend and not break

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October 30th, 2004
09:44 pm

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its diana...im writing for natalie.... the times wrong...how do i fix it?? well its 4:30a
today was so much fun (make the fun all big diana)...FUN...i had a blast. i know i said that i was gonna stop for good...i can too..its just that maybe i dont want to... i dont need it..but i want it...fuck you tony..fuck you laura..you both screwed me...you guys deserve eachother..forget about that..no but seriously they stabbed me in the back...wait!..but why am i so mad..its not like i have feelings for tony anymore..you wanna know why i do care its cause..i just do..but im not jealous .hey forget about that..im (capitalize the happy) HAPPY!!!...todays one of the best times i had here in middle of nowhere las cruces..well its not in the middle on anywhere its on the lower mid corner of new mexico so you can say its in the mid but not really. well anyways heres what i did..first i woke up. washed my face.brushed my teeth. took a nice long shower.got out dried up.put lotion on put some clothes on.and started doing some chores.oh yea i ate cereal before doing my chores. i cleaned bathroom.cleaned the kitchen.cleaned the living room.and watered the grass..that was the boring part..okay then i chatted like for 30 mins on aim..then my husband called and told me that he was on his way..so i got all spazelled up..he came with annie and we were just here listening to music and waiting for roger and gary and brian and manny to come pick us up cause we were gonna go to a show in this town called roswell..o god new mexico..well roswell has a lot of hott guys..i met this one dude named alex..he was really cool..he took me into the pit and when it started getting rough he would create like a shell and made sure i didnt get hurt..aww he was really nice and then we just sat down and talked like for an hour we exchange digits cause he seems really cool. but i doubt he'll call.. anyways i was all surprised to cause he was like"hey,i'll be back im gonna go get something to drink want anything..?" and while i was there just sitting looking around another band started and i looked up cause the drum solo caught my attention and i looked up and guess who it was none other than my new friend.. their band was really good..im serious..i got a demo..and once they were done he came over to where i was and we hung out...(geez all she does is type...dont worry i'll try and summarize what she says) after the show we went to this empty deserted field and layed down on the truck beds..i didnt see any freakin aliens..but it was still fun..they made like a like bonfire.. we put on some music and danced.. and roger came out of the closet..LOL! he told me he liked me..no im not a guy im all female..lol..i know i used "came out of the closet" in not the same way everyone else uses it..but yea..he told me he liked me.. hes a nice guy and all..but no..i cant i just cant fall for anyone over here..i only have like a month and 3weeks until i go back home..i know its still quite a while but..i dont like the feeling of losing someone when ive gotten so so so close to them... "im tired diana.." (well i guess shes tired so i'll just cut it there..well she'll probably wake up like at 3pm tomorrow..well were gonna go mimi now..later days

Current Mood: drunkpippy!!
Current Music: mad caddies

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October 28th, 2004
03:45 pm

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a favor i ask
If you're gonna leave a message tell me your name so i can know who said what... who's my "lover"?

Current Mood: chipperchipper

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03:28 pm

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abcd efg hijk lmnop qrs tuv wx y&z
have you guys ever seen anyone. where you're just completely wrapped up in their life. i saw a woman crying in her car yesterday. i wanted to know so badly who she was, where she came from, where she was going, why she was crying. soon i found myself making up her life story. i don't know why it interested me so much. but i just wanted to reach out and help her, somehow. it's crazy. i felt so carefree and lucky, sitting there across from her, drinking a soda and eating a sandwich. singing and blasting the radio. and there she was, banging her head on the steering wheel. but what can i do? i'm me. she's her. all i could do was eat my chicken sandwich.

Current Mood: curiouscurious
Current Music: rogers whiser

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October 27th, 2004
04:30 pm

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@ big bad ass rogers pad!
he was showing me how to dance to this dance called the regeton... but it get a lil too touchy..so i stopped..... he's bothering me!!...ok he wants to put something...

WHATS CRACKIN?...YEA SO NAT WHAT CAN I SAY..SHE HAS A NICE ASS..THATS ABOUT IT.. LOL J/K...SHES A COOL CHICK..BEAUTIFUL EYES AND LIPS AND GREAT HIPS..ESP CAUSE OF HER CRAZY DRAGONFLY TATS.. "NAT, WHY DONT YOU GO OUT WITH ME.?" ...YOU WANNA KNOW WHAT SHE SAID, SHE SAID" CAUSE YOUR A WHORE, PLUS IM NOT STAYING HERE LONG."...THEN I SAID... "ITS COOL.WE CAN JUST MAKE OUT AND STUFF NO BIG DEAL.LETS HAVE SEX.."....LAMO..SHE TURNED ALL RED "AWWWW..VIRGIN NAT"..LOL...THATS WHY THIS CHICK IS COOL... WELL WE'RE GOING TO THE MOVIES..WITH ME SO HA!..LATERS...

Current Mood: mischievousWERE BADASSES...WATCH OUT NM
Current Music: NAT SINGING... "BROKEN HEARTED"..SHES LAME

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October 24th, 2004
11:56 am

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ZIPPEE -DEE-DOO-DA.....
HAPPY!

Current Mood: highin total bliss

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October 23rd, 2004
04:58 pm

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dont mess with the koolaid if you dont know the flava!!!
That was really lame..i know..i heard this one girl say it..i thought it was funny.... there's this one guy that likes me...his name is johnny..he lives next door...but he's a bit weird..he's a cool guy and all...but he creeps me out a bit...he comes over unexpectedly and we just watch movies..and when he knocks on the door and asks if he can come in i say "sure"..but the truth is i DOnt want him over...but i think thats mean.. and i cant say im busy.if im not busy...and he knows that im gonna move back to Cali soon..so i dont even know why he even tries to make something happen...crazy kids these days!...

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